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The truth is that everyone thought I was so truthful but most of it was bullshit. Sitting behind this screen I can be stronger, faster, better and much more witty than in 'real' life.

Still I find that I have some things to say. There are some truths I would like to share. Maybe only with my self. Maybe others will read and be interested. Right now I need to believe that it is more important for me to say it than for anyone to read it.

Maybe I am just so wretchedly lonely that I'll take the sound of anyone's voice in the darkness - even my own. Let me say now that there is no great tragedy in my life, only a series of small one I have not handled well. I am lucky, indeed seriously blessed by the standards of most people in the world and I fully realize the indulgence that this act - blogging - really is. So fine.

I'm a thirty year old woman with a good job, a good apartment and a family who loves me. Most of my problems are self created and while I make plans to solve them I cannot honestly say that I'm truly committed as of yet. We'll just have to see where this goes.

In the meantime if you feel like checking in on me as I make this journey I can only say that what you will read here will be my truth.

I Am G.

Here we go...